I wish that I had not listened to my mother, and had finished Higher Art instead of doing Business Management instead, but AAAAAHH well, still young. It is just that I know I would be more arty if I was in the surroundings of paint, art, inspiration etc all the time. This is also partly why I might want to move home after the lease runs out on this flat, as it is more arty there, for that though I NEED to learn how to drive as there is no way I can stay at James' all of the time, and it costs FAR TOO much for the bus service, which also happens to be less than frequent...

...There is also the fact that living at home again would probably drive me INSANE!

On better news, I have found out that I won't need to explain to daddy why he never sees the camera that he bought me a while back as it is not broken!!! wooooooo!! I thought that it had died in the freak accident with Sam and beer...but two years after and new batteries it lives muchly happy is Ionsface!!

Oh yeah, there is also another JOY OF JOYS (and a reason I don't bring my card with me to work) there is a HobbyCraft and a Paperchase in the new shopping center that has opened at the station, I have been in it three days in a row...oh dears, THOUGH I have only bought things that I need for the invitations that I'm doing for my cousin...

...yeah...money shouldn't be given to Iona, she spends it...easily...

...too easily...

...YES...

ciao for now

Ionagail

more...

well, seeing as this was last done before my birthday...

epic pressies fr5om then are Ryuk model, light box and lovely coffee machine everything else was epic also, but there really is too much to list tbh as everyone was lovely

the light box has not been used as of yet, really, just for thankyou cards really, towo of them...the rest of the time was taken hiding away from art and doing not arty essays instead, three of them, two of which i failed...meh, will resit YET AGAIN and leave uni with an ordinary degree...then go to college to choose something i see myself having a future in, such as hospitality or art...wouldnt mind owning a nice and pleasant coffee shop...along the lines of macbeans and books and beans / ki:lau

for some reason art has taken a great big back seat since moving from academy to uni, i feel sick with myself and wish that my past was completely different...meh, i'm still young enough to make an artistic difference

hmmm, been to and back from the loo and now nbot in the mood to do this any longer, uhm...BUY Far by Regina Spektor, it's pretty damn good, I shall be purchasing it on Fritag

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has been based on this poor, uinfortunate laptop. The poor thing has had alot of abuse thrown at it while I have been in a mad rage, but today I unscrewed it...and took out the keyboard, and plugged in a USB keyboard, and it now works...and I take alot of the abuse back...*pets laptop affectionately...poor thing...

I'm at uni, and online, I should be fine, BUT I'M BORED AS HELL

this keyboard is horrible to type on, tis old and shite, the PC I have right now only has IE0.0000000057574743 on it and is also really glitchy, as in, it took me three times to log in due to debugging things...wtf, I havnt had one of those warnings since 2007...grrrrr!! Stupid, falling apart, useless IT services.

if I can afford it I shall be fixing my laptop next month!

This PC is also lacking in RAM, having two windows open is just about to make it spazz out AGAIN!

someone take me away from this annoyance PLEASE! ...no?

FINE THEN! *sigh*

Right now I'm pretty happy, life seems to be kinda treating me alright, stable even (I know, how strange eh?!)

The only thing that annoys me is the fact that my laptop is out of service at the moment, and I don't know if I can be bothered sorting it for the mean time, as costs for next mont will be high enough, although, we'll see...after paying for a trip to glasgow, the council tax and £50 for my little brother we'll see what's left of the kitty and decide from there

Though I has still not much of the gold, I'm not unhappy about it all I'm actually quite cheery and looking forward to the days ahead.

The fact that I'm not online much would make you think that I'm going mad, but no, I'm finding time to get some arty things done, and have more time to see peoples It's just annoying that I can't scan my pics and post them as I've done a couple more butterflies (one done during the lecture of the seminar I'm avoiding now)

Can't wait for March though as the boy and myself are away to Glasgow, where it is his task to make me like the place, mwaahaahaahaahaa, although, it shouldn't be thaaaaaat hard, so long as I'm kept busy and am allowed time to take pics of the things I want to, like any creativity in the city...things that could go towards my diss...as I'd like to change the idea I had before hand from 'is the western way the right way, a comparision of other cultures and how the west has affected them and the loss of their identities' yep, interesting, but, meh, a bit over my head perhaps? I think I'd like to do it on creativity in cities and the disposition of the people in them perhaps, or something about crime rates and the creativity of the city...you know, something more arty , something that (yes James, when I get my passport) will allow me to travel a bit next year, or even this year...we'll see...Berlin was ace, I'd like to go to the places I (imagine that 'I' in size 72 font) wanted to go to, take pictures of the things I thought were interesting and NOT drag myself miles to go to a CD shop, but drag myself miles following graffitti (sp) or something equally as good...


Right, I'm gonna see if I want to buy the boots I saw today or not...SIGH, being selfconsciouse and a bad speller is a hard life!